(As this weekend All Saints’ Day and All Souls’ Day are celebrated, I though my readers might enjoy something different. Still erotic but a little different. Enjoy)
You had a rough life before you took your vows and were happy when the Sisters let you join the Order.
Before you joined, you had been a troubled woman, living on the street for a while, and even turned tricks to survive.
It was some of the Sisters that found you.
They were ministering to the homeless and hungry. You were both at the time.
At first, they offered just food. They always offered to pray with you, but you refused.
After months of seeing them, you noticed, that they were genuine. This wasn’t a con or a grift. These women wanted to help people, and they seemed to be satisfied in a way you weren’t.
The next time they offered to pray with you, you accepted.
You didn’t know the words. The Sisters said, it is okay.
You asked if they could help you get off of the street.
They gave you a phone number and an address.
It was a live-in program for runaways and prostitutes who wanted out of the life.
You joined the program. Got clean, went back to school, and was able to complete a certification program for Health Care Assistants.
You want to give back to the Sisters who helped you.
Returning to where you had been turning tricks on the street, you were shocked to see how run down and dirty it all was.
It had only been a couple of years, but it seemed to be a lifetime.
That day you lucked out, because you saw a couple of Sisters ministering to some new girl. The girl looked scared and angry. “Did I look like that?” you ask yourself.
You stand back and wait for the Sisters to finish before you come up to them.
“Sisters, you might not remember me…”
“Yes, we do. How are you doing? Do you need our help again?”
“No Sister, it is nothing like that. I did really well in the program. I was looking for you. I want to join your order. I want to help people like you do.”
That was a few years ago. You became Catholic, were an initiate, and then you took your vows and became a nun. You have been with the Sisters, living in the Convent and doing well. Working in the neighborhood clinic, you help people.
One day, you are changing the bandage on a guy who you are pretty sure is or was a pimp. “You are really pretty Sister” he says.
You hear those kinds of things all the time, and just focus changing his bandage.
“I bet you could earn some good money if you were working the streets.”
As he says that, you hear a voice from your memory saying the same thing.
“Was he one of the guys who tried to be my pimp?” you think to yourself.
You stop for a second.
“I’m sorry Sister. I didn’t mean it. You and the other Sisters do good work here. I am just a sinner. Finish up and I’ll leave.”
You and the Nurse, finish his bandage and he leaves.
The rest of the day goes without incident.
At night when you are in your bed, images flash in your mind.
You on your knees in a dark alley sucking a strange cock. Then you bent over, being fucked from behind. The faces and specifics are all hazy and blurry. You hear grunts in your ears, taste cum in your mouth.
You wake up, breathing hard. It was a nightmare.
But your nipples are hard and your pussy is wet.
It has been years since you had sex. It’s been years since you wanted it.
You say an Our Father, and 3 Hail Mary’s. You will go to confession before Morning Mass.
As you go to confession, you try to block out the thoughts from last night but they are still in your head.
You enter the confession booth.
“Bless me Father for I have sinned. It has been a week since my last confession.” You say as you kneel and cross yourself.
“What troubles you.” you hear a voice say.
It’s Father Christopher; you think to yourself. “I thought it would be Father Albert, or Father Joseph, not him. He looks younger than me.”
You sigh. “Father, last night I had wicked thoughts. They were memories from my past. Of things I had done.”
“Do you still want to do these things? Are they things that would cause harm to you or others?” He asks in a concerned tone.
“I hope he doesn’t recognize my voice” you think. “No Father, I don’t want to do those things. I don’t want to think those things. They aren’t thoughts about hurting but thoughts of things that used to bring pleasure, when I led a wicked and sinful life.”
“Do you wish to go into more detail about these thoughts? To unburden yourself?” He asks.
“No Father. Not at this time. I just want God, and the Lord Jesus, to help keep these desires from returning.” You say in a more confident tone.
“Okay, let us pray together and afterwards, attend Mass, and say 2 Our Father’s and 3 Hail Mary’s to keep your mind clear. Now pray with me. Lord God, help your troubled daughter. Keep her mind clear of wicked thoughts and free from temptations. You helped her change her life and we ask that you keep her on the path you have shown her. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen.”
You cross yourself and get up. “Thank you, Father.”
“You are welcome, Sister.”
“Did he recognize me? Or is it because normally only the nuns and clergy come this early for confession? It is probably that.” You think and you go to Mass.
During Mass you concentrate on the lessons, and the Gospel. You sigh and feel the Lord around you. Yes, this is what you needed. You sing along with the hymns.
The music feels good. Then it is time for communion.
You go to the railing and kneel. You fold your hands and lean back your head and open your mouth to receive the Host on your tongue.
As the priest approaches you close your eyes. You see an image of a hard cock ready to enter your open mouth. You open your eyes as you feel the Host on your tongue.
You swallow. It was just bread. “It is the Corpus Christi in your mouth” you think. You drink the wine from the Chalice. You feel the wine go down your throat. “It is the Sanguis Christi” you think again. You continue kneeling and pray an Our Father silently.
You cross yourself and get up. You return to the pew.
After Mass, Father Joseph and Father Christopher are greeting people as they exit.
Father Joseph takes your hand in his old weathered hand, “Are you okay, Sister? During Communion, you looked surprised when I gave you the Host.”
“I am fine, Father, I was in prayer and the Host on my tongue surprised me. That is all.”You lie to him.
Father Christopher shakes your hand. “Are you heading down to the Clinic? Do you need any help from us today?” He asks with a genuine smile.
“Yes, Father I am heading straight to the Clinic. I hope I don’t’ need you. But your prayers and support are always appreciated.” You smile and leave.
You put in a full day at the clinic, feeling tired but good. No stray thoughts.
You were able to concentrate on your work, so you return to the convent and join the Sisters for dinner, then take part in the Vespers and Compline services before going to bed.
Your sleep in an uneasy one.
You feel hands caressing your breasts and your hard nipples are pulled and pinched. A hard cock goes into your wet pussy. It feels so good. You wake up.
You are alone in your room. But the dream is vivid. Maybe if you masturbate, you will purge yourself if it. You lay back on your bed with the sheets off.
Removing your night gown, and with your eyes closed, you caress your breasts. Slowly. Just like in the dream. You feel strong hands being loving and gentile with you.
You remember a mouth softly sucking your nipples. You grab a nipple with your fingers, and slowly work it. Rolling it and pulling it until you are pulling it harder.
Your other hand is between your legs. It has been a long time since you masturbated. You slowly caress your pussy lips with your finger gently rubbing the outline of your lips.
You feel the dampness of your pussy and slowly work a finger inside of you.
Oh, it feels so good again.
Working your finger up and down your wet pussy, you rub the wetness on your clit which is getting excited.
You pull your nipple harder as you rub your pussy faster, thrusting two fingers into your pussy. You let go of your nipple, and reach down to your pubic bush.
Your fingers rub through the tangle of curly hair as your other hand goes in and out faster and deeper. You grab a hand full of pubic hair and pull.
The mixture of pleasure and pain feels good.
You rub your clit using the fingers that are wet with your pussy juices.
Letting go of your pubic hair, you bring your other hand to your mouth and suck your fingers.
“Oh God. This feels so good. I miss having my mouth and pussy filled.” you think.
As waves of pleasure move through you, suck your fingers harder and tighten your thighs around your hand as you cum.
You realize that you were breathing harder.
You slow your breathing and sit up.
“Our Father…” you begin. Doing this again and then praying three Hail Mary’s, you get up, put on your night gown, and wash up and then lie back down.
“Tomorrow, I have more than just wicked thoughts to confess.” You smile to yourself and you drift off to a peaceful sleep.
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